After 2 years.

Drum Roll Please! Well, I'm back and I don't really know what to say or talk about lately but I just want to say I'm back. LOL Perhaps I'm bored of blogging since it's not as quick as tweeting like what most people do nowadays but I guess when I want to just gather my thoughts and put it somewhere this is the best place for it. I've just realized I'm taking care of 3 blogs..or is it? I've lost count. Each one has a different purpose..or let's say a different character that I portray. There's that cool gamer guy Skullgarry..the pseudo-intellectual-philosophical Pravin and this guy right here..that cliche of a walking romantic tragedy/frustration that never seems to get a girlfriend because he's fat. Yes, that is you..and me..Mr. Starwind. So why did I come back after 2 years of absence..it kind of occurred to me that I'm at this phase in my life where I need to know whether I should come or go..whether I should continue making a fool out of myself or whether I should try as hard as I can to finally get that special someone. I won't be writing about this anyway if I'm not having these frustrations instead I'd probably be writing about tips on how to make a lady fall for you LOL. Anyway, I'll be brief on this one..in few months time I will know if what I've been doing for the past 5 years was a waste of time or whether it's going to be even better 5 years from now with the same person in mind. I know I only have 1 chance at this, and if she puts me on the friend zone again..then it's the end zone for me. Either way there's 2 sides of the coin..I'll know soon. If I come back here with a broken heart, then at least I fought for what I wanted and what I believed in and I will not have any regrets in life. I will now instead plan ahead because the 2nd part of my 20's is coming soon. Sincerely, Mr. Starwind