2nd post.

me and around me:
kind of a troubled,rainy day..whatsoever. trying to program and do stuff but still can't. haven't even studied for the exams tomorrow..but who gives a sh*t? it's not that I'm being too laid back or anything, i just feel like this thing I'm doing right now..isn't up to what i expected. but since I'm currently in it..i just have to walk it. do i have choices? i do. so many choices that I'd have to make and do..and learn.

today's activity:
read the classifieds and found a lot of IT jobs. "wow that's cool isn't it?" but what's not cool is that some needs some skills i don't know and some discriminate but hey..look who's talking? i'm already 21, i'm at the age that is employable XD. anyways i've found 6 companies, although i'm not really optimistic on those if they'd still want me, i'm not really in an "applying" mode but i can do it whenever possible.

this week's outlook:
more exams, more possible failures(i hope not but some of it can't be helped), more stuff to do, kanji and grammar(which is good), programming which is another crash course(i wonder how some of them understand and i can't), can't wait for next saturday(oh wait, there's an upcoming presentation..what the hell are we supposed to present?), my current stay is getting ridiculous, and you know me when i get disappointed on a thing -> you don't hear a single word of it from me, EVER again.

currently doing:
watching raw from july 6, looking for program samples because i still couldn't get it, there's this upcoming discrete math exam and it's like it's gonna kill me, and after 5 days..slash the 2 so we only have 3 days left on lecture and 7 more days for exercises, don't expect me to learn quick because i can't. sorry.

current dilemma:
C Programming.

grades:
CS: 14/30 failed, removals: 22/30 failed, CSF: no exam yet, SysDev: took the exam but doesn't know the results yet, PLF 7/10 failed, removals:10/10 passed and perfected it. i won't mention jap because that's the elective subject and we all know how i'm doing in it...i'm doing good! XD