and now the end of the week or should i say school week is coming soon..actually it is today..i'm gonna do a double post. ^_^
first things off..the programming is literally taunting at us..like monday? wtf? i won't ask him if he's nuts..i'll ask him if he's on crack..or whatever the hell he's smoking..LOL anyways..i really hate those expectations..i don't think it'd be enough. we also have a presentation tomorrow, which is another question mark..what in the blue hell is gonna be presented? incomplete document? expect a lot of questions i don't even know how they do defenses in UP but i sure as hell know what it's like back then in AMA, this is why i'm always shivering whenever i do public speaking because i hate it so much. there's this fear..too much fear..maybe a phobia that will never be erased..how do i beat this phobia? get more exposure..or maybe act like an idiot..i'll try to be myself one step at a time during this..
next. exams were cancelled..good. bad thing is..every single sh*t is gonna be up for next week. whatever happened to WEEKEND? wish i had fast logic..a lot of people can be capable programmers because they have damn good logic..mine takes time..a lot and too much time. 2 and a half weeks is not enough..i didn't really learn anything. now should i fail in the subject..i will fail that teacher as well. anyways UP is not going to be the end of the line should i get kicked out or removed from the training course..
coming up. i was supposed to be sleeping why the hell am i awake? maybe because i'm pissed off..it's always like that. anyways saturday is coming up and we have a lot of activities..even those 'birthdays' whatsoever.. anyways i've got only a few hours of sleep. pretty much f*cked up myself over here.
cheers.
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