countdown.

tick-tock. tick-tock.


that's like the sound of the clock in my house right now..and it's like that time left for me at school. i don't know if i can still get back there, it does seem a waste if i'm not going to learn anything,it might even be a waste of money as well..i mean 28k that's big, i can't provide that anymore,time is also of the essence, i don't know what to do now. but i still plan to go for the exams such as philnits and jlpt. i may have bitten more than i could chew, looks like my sensei doesn't have that much faith in me, maybe because i keep failing the exams? or maybe it's because she probably thinks that i won't make it, because always coming late would probably look like i'm conceited..sorry about that. it's not my fault, well it's my fault actually, i always get up late and everything f*cks up which sucks. anyway, i'd just have to work harder for japanese language after all i like that language.

as for the IT part, i really sucked on the normalization 1NF,2NF,3NF...i hate those LOL. but SQL came and it reeked of awesomeness. it's something like a review for me, i was actually fast because i had experience with that. and i was kinda overjoyed from the inside and it really helped get my composure, although SQL should not be underestimated, despite it being a very simple language, it can also be complicated at times. but i really like producting those cool results. anyway, another day for SQL tomorrow, can't wait for that. i'd like to be tested, hopefully i'd get something done too. and even though i was absent, i'll show them that i can do it. i do have that little pride in me about this. so basically if i fail, i'm not just failing myself, but i'm failing my teacher way back, since back then i may not have been his best student but i really learned a lot. and for that thanks!