current plans

1. i'm thinking of going to the province..maybe tomorrow morning or afternoon. it doesn't matter if i have classes a few days after that..it's my dad's birthday as well, i already made a promise to him and i'm not planning to break that.

2. once i get to province i'm planning on posting up some pics there, might as well advertise the place, i'm sure dad has grand plans, i just hope he doesn't screw up there.

3. the problems still continue, but i'm currently trying to fix them all. alright so i didn't fail...yet. i have yet to know what happened, so i plan to go there some other time to know my grades, i don't have plans on continuing ittc any longer, although i'd reconsider jap since it's a good subject, how about philnits? i'll still take it, for my own sake.

4. i'll study at a school that has better proximity, if dad will study in meralco then it will be also good if i study there too, at least there won't be any problems with travel. or maybe try out in IETI, i don't know if the Las Piñas branch is good but i sure hope they'd be able to give me a better understanding of those subjects.

5. TESDA is also good, i want to try it there sometime, i guess short courses are the ones i really need right now, i don't want to wait as long as 1 year for this.

6. JLPT Level 3...i know i'm crazy.

7. however it's really difficult creating a split decision...i hate it when it comes to that, and sometimes i get the shorter end of the stick. i guess i'll just choose what's best for me.

8. ITTC has had it's share of good and bad, everything has that..the world will not have any balance if there isn't any..LOL. failing..a lot, made me learn a little but it killed my buzz. i'm just concerned if continuing there would still benefit me, it's like i'm just fooling around with my life.

9. ok, enough whining, i'll face those problems when i come back.

10. i'm still trying tor reflect on what should i do next, i feel like i'm on a bigger dead end, confused, dazed, like nowhere to go, i don't know. most people can't even give me a good advice, it's usually like more of a criticism of my nature..(sorry about that.) so what should i do now? i'm still empty...so empty.

11. i guess for now, i'll just book myself for a provincial trip.