while listening to the ost3track1 -> hiten mitsurugi ryu
this week had a good share of ups and downs..but once again despair wins ^_^
anyway, i'll start on wednesday.. last wednesday it was half-day...how could anyone not be happy because of that? LOL it was jap 8-12 man, i'll miss sensei if i ever get moved to another class...zannen desu yo T_T anyways, the sign ups have been done..i'm taking jlpt level 3..seriously..although i'm not thinking of passing that unless i do something drastic..um like actual studying and not just watching anime LOL..right now i feel like i'm straying again from the original game plan..i wonder why am i so changeable...and this is coming from the person who hates change LOL.
we had a Princess Mononoke movie watching although it kinda...bored me..so I went straight home. now this is where the trouble started i forgot to withdraw money to pay for the exam.. watashi no hontou wa baka desu yo T_T, and on thursday that was the first time i f*cked up on the MRT..i fell asleep..and i was already on North Avenue station..f*ck.. i had no choice but to waste 150 bucks for a f*cking taxi just to get there to UP, good thing the driver was considerate with me..that he didn't take too much and for that i'm grateful. and here we are again..accounting...i hate that subject too. well what can i do..i have to f*cking pass this subject or else..there are no removals..only 8 items..goodness gracious..i'm dead meat.
anyway..my short-term dream in UP ITTC has ran its course and i think it has been a rough but good one albeit all the negative reactions i've been receiving lately. it's ok..for all i know my life will not be over yet. i'll just start over again, i will not waste this year for nothing.
grades will be made available on aug. 26 so better watch out what's gonna happen soon.
if were gonna enroll in jap only or still be a full time student or...is aug. 26 the very last day in up ittc.
on the contrary of all this...if i pass and move on to the next quarter...i don't care how difficult it is...my life is already f*cked up as it has been(ongoing for 21 years already), adding this won't mean sh*t. all i have to do now is survive the second quarter till i get to the network systems..right now.. my chances are slim and none.
my passed subjects
w/o removals
Computer Security
Network Systems
w/ removals
Program Logic Formulation
Database Systems
elective subject
Japanese Language
besides those ones mentioned i failed to pass the removals of the other subjects as well. that kinda tells me that i'm not that good of a student...maybe a full time course does not suit me anymore. at least i tried..that's all. nothing malicious about my decision to go and try UP ITTC for a change, even if it's for the first and last time, at least i was able to taste some university style of learning, which for me is already a big thing. i have no regrets. if i had one, that would be against me being still an "AMA Student" and not showing any EFFORT at all.
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SIDE NOTE
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i apologize if my english is starting to become engrish LOL it is because i'm learning another language that strays from my native tongue. but it's enjoyable so just deal with it XD.
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